Wednesday, December 30, 2009
/12:31 AM
Standing here
In Your presence
Thinking of the good things You have done
Waiting here
Patiently
Just to hear Your still small voice again
Haha I love complimenting and encouraging people, because I believe that everyone has good qualities. Yes, even dreaming.
And what I love about myself, is that I'm super sincere. Yay me!
Stop to reflect: What's the quality you like most about yourself?
Sunday, December 27, 2009
/4:17 PM
Your Love is Holding Me
There's a peace I know
Overtaking my heart, my soul
Washing all my pain away
Breaking night with glorious day
Through stormy seas
You will lead me on
Through shadowed valleys
You will lead me on
Your love is holding me
Holding me, holding me
27 December 2009
/3:59 PM
Eternally
Lord, won't You come
Fill this place
With Your awesome power
As we bow
Take Your place
As the King of kings
We desire for Your presence to reign
In our hearts eternally
We are longing for Your Spirit to fill
Our hearts eternally
Lord, see these hearts
Humbly bowed
At Your throne of mercy
As we sing
Take these lives
For Your Kingdom's glory
25th December 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
/11:51 PM
Time to stop doing weird stuff and go to bed. I sense disappointment.
/9:58 PM
AVATAR LOL.
/4:14 PM
/12:54 AM
I want to be strong. So I can strengthen others.
/12:52 AM
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled.
Monday, December 21, 2009
/11:35 PM
Count my days as gifts from God. Don't lose focus.
/10:23 PM
Haha X-Factor was a blast. Wait, that's a pretty huge understatement. It's really difficult to put into words, this feeling I think many of us share. I personally think Sier's description of it as 'the BESTEST camp we've ever had in WAC youth ministry' is a HUGE understatement. I have never left a single camp in my entire life feeling such a huge impact in my life, in so many many ways. I've learnt many many things - the camp was an instrument that God used to reveal many areas of improvement, be it worship, relations, character or focus. Through all the fun, the excitement, the energy, I've found myself lacking time and time again, but I know that God lacks nothing, and in Him I am more than adequate. On-/off-stage discipline, boldness with the Gospel, going out of my personal comfort zone to make new friends feel comfortable, praying for unity, mutual encouragement - I think I'm lacking in many many places. But I know that as Sier wanted to share with our new friends, God is more than sufficient for me, and His power is more than enough to enable and empower me toward change. I'm an eaglet - a LEADER in training!
Many times during the camp I feel I lost focus and got distracted, be it because of mistakes or whatever. But I know that mistakes are made for us to learn from and to improve on, and God is more than able to empower me to undertake new tasks of higher challenge if I'm willing to trust in Him to help me improve and learn. Humility humility. A humble heart, willing to repent and learn, is the beginning point for many great things to come. And I believe that God is sovereign - I'll place my relationships into His mighty hands. I don't care what man says, if God says otherwise. And by the way I know this sounds cheesy, but I want to tell you, Rachel, that you look stunning to me. Always.
I really admire Sophia's hype and energy - I believe it is a manifestation of God's power in itself. The Church WILL be a home for an assembly of disciples, ready to support and admonish one another; encouraging, empowering and edifying each other on to good works. In all honesty, we have much to learn. I, have much to learn haha.
Praying and receiving in faith. It's such a powerful thing. I remember as I was praying for good weather for the high elements a great spirit of doubt just rose up in my heart. Maybe it was the dark clouds, a slight drizzle already falling upon my skin. God I pray that the skies will clear up. What if they don't? God I pray right now for there to be good weather. What if it just pours down like the last time you prayed for good weather? GOD I BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE ABLE TO CLEAR UP THE WEATHER SO THAT WE MAY ENGAGE OUR NEW FRIENDS IN A TIME OF FUN AND BONDING. And the spirit of doubt took its leave. And the rain stopped, after barely even drizzling for a couple of minutes. What's lighter than a drizzle? Because that's the kind of rain it was. And clear weather for the rest of the day, praise God. Will you pass the test of faith, the test of believing and receiving? I hope I pass all of God's tests, for I want to work miracles in the lives of others - I want to testify about the one true God, with whom nothing is impossible.
With God, nothing is impossible. Nothing.
Haha you know the 3 dreams that Sier wanted us to pen down on the last night of the camp? My dreams are to become:
a Prayer warrior, moving mountains with faith;
a Disciple of God, disciplined and rooted chaser of God's heart; and
an Evangelist, a witness to the nations.
Eugene, I believe in your dream!
P.S. - Avatar was awesome. One of the best movies I've watched this year. (Wait. That's not that hard. It was the only time I've been to the cinemas for about 2 years now... D: )
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
/11:28 PM
OKAY LA I KNOW MY BLOG NOT MANY READERS KAY. NO NEED TELL ME D:
/11:16 PM
HAHAHAHAHA WHAT A WAY TO PUT IT.
scargene leong. says:
really
blew me away
haha
and if you firstblood chunwee
remember ah
assists: falconseraph
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scargene leong. says:
and
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=D
scargene leong. says:
decyl
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assists: kairos for prayer support la
scargene leong. says:
but not that much ah
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long range global nuke
scargene leong. says:
decyl go down there scare only
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lol
scargene leong. says:
yeah all scare
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nonono
scargene leong. says:
all go missing
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its
falconseraph
scargene leong. says:
devil think gank
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initiate
then i dps
then the rest global nuke
=D
scargene leong. says:
nono
then the rest zeus wtf mode
spam ulti
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yea la
scargene leong. says:
then you last hit
:D
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global nuke la
wahliew
i dps kay
lol
dont forget God
hes the guy who typed -wtf at the start
=D
scargene leong. says:
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I LIKE THAT
ok
up on my blog post
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Friday, December 11, 2009
/3:12 PM
You're stuck in a cave. A dark cave. And guess what, your last possible source of air just got sealed off by some falling rocks. All you have is a box of functional matches and a box of solid fuel.
Optimism, is striking a match and lighting the fuel, so at least you can see everything around you, even though you know it's probably just going to use up your limited supply of oxygen ever so quickly.
Pessimism, is striking a match, and setting yourself on fire.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
/10:59 PM
I'm so sorry. I feel really impersonal.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
/10:09 PM
Words build up, words tear down. I want my words to bear so much weight people take what I say seriously. I want to encourage others, to pick others up when they're down. I want to build others up, to teach and guide where I have been blessed with understanding.
I want to use my words like how words were meant to be used.
/11:56 PM
LONG DISTANCE NOT SO FUN D:
Ah my legs are still aching from the morning run :/ I did a better time than my previous 11k haha, even though I was slacking for a majority of the distance. I need to find my long distance breathing pattern again :/ My breaths were shorter and shallower than usual today. Maybe that's why my first half or so was so slow haha.
And I think, just think, that we might take this somewhere.
/10:26 PM
I stopped to cry. Haha, God counts the tears I cry uh.
38As Jesus and his disciples were on their way, he came to a village where a woman named Martha opened her home to him. 39She had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet listening to what he said. 40But Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made. She came to him and asked, "Lord, don't you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!" 41"Martha, Martha," the Lord answered, "you are worried and upset about many things, 42but only one thing is needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her."
- Luke 10:38-42
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
/11:40 AM
Wa. Woke up late this morning and rushed off to training without taking a shower. Reached macritchie at 6.50 and got barred from doing the sprint programme for being 5 minutes late. Walaooooo. John and I did a 1k race set in our k2 instead. Coach said our first 300m was 'incredibly fast' and comparable to the World Champs senior men k2s, but after that we died really bad haha. Like slowwwwwww. But he said our 500m burst and last 200m burst was quite good, so I guess we did quite good la. Yay.
Malaysia was not fantastically comfortable. Haha 8 hour bus rides there and back were quite pointless, I think I was asleep nearly all the time hehe. River rafting was awesome fun stuff, and our river guide was pro yeah. We take shortcuts through the rapids :D Wandering through the cave was quite miserable, especially the low ceiling parts where we had to commando crawl through muddy water. Waterfall abseiling the next day was awesome stuff too, but mega dangerous la lol. Which brings us to the highlight of the Primers' Challenge - the 3 hour plus trek through the leech- and mosquito- infested forests in search of the rafflesia flower. It was super high up in the steep hill and it rained, making the ground all muddy and slippery. So we risked our lives to have 5 minutes with the elusive rafflesia flower. And leeches suck balls. Literally.
Haha the resort was quite good though. Open-air and all, but it was rather cooling at night. Showers weren't too bad, save for the brown water whenever it rained and sand got washed into the natural water supply. And the food there was SPECTACULAR. Awesome stuff we've got there :D
And now, the sharity gift box duties call. Looks like I'm in for much pain and agony tomorrow :/
