/10:46 PM
Going to work so much harder.
/10:20 PM
/12:56 AM
I believe that if I stop singing such songs, I will stop wallowing in these stupid vibes.
/12:41 AM
Getting off things. Getting on with life.
/10:53 PM
"A little work, a little sleep, a little love and it is all over" - Robert Frost
I'm going to work hard on disciplining my actions and my thoughts.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
/10:43 AM
Saturday, October 16, 2010
/12:38 AM
I saw this interesting thing: http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_la5iscKnAW1qzw8auo1_500.png
/8:40 PM
I realized something very important today, and it's going to shape how I make decisions from today on:
God made Woman to be the partner of Man; and not the downfall of Man.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
/1:21 AM
To do list:
SMILE.
TRUST GOD.
BE AWESOME.
/9:04 PM
Misunderstandings
A bottle, it lies just beyond my
Reach - on its side, wondering why
No one bothered to set it right again, fix the
Pain, hear its plight.
The cold cylindrical container croons - a soft murmur;
Whisper - does anyone hear? It doubts
That anyone pays attention to a mere
Bottle.
Could the bottle have fallen on its own accord;
Or could it've been a stray gust that caught
It by its heels, trying to run away from it all -
Its heart in shambles; crumbled wall.
Yet as hours pass, it lies the same:
Will no one ever feel it yearn, for some
Understanding? It doesn't ask much -
Just for someone - just anyone; to again, set it
Standing.
/8:40 PM
Stake
Like a single candlestick burning, burning -
Steadily watching its own flame; own pain.
As the figure goes away, turning - he's learning
That not all starlight steer their lane.
It's quiet; echoes deep -
Like plain grass dots of sheep;
Yet the noise of his beat, bleeting heart
Drives away a sombre sleep.
Now rest; now awake -
Her voice is calling 'cross the lake;
This anguish bids goodbye too well,
A vampire through a stake.
And as they walk, they saunter on -
Unafraid and unaware;
Yet still this dream, may taunt her long -
I'm afraid and now aware.
/12:49 AM
"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!" - Philippians 4:4
/12:28 AM
Just run away from it all, and wallow myself to duskfall in self-pity and angst. How typical.
/11:09 PM
I will not let emotions rule me. This is a promise.
/10:23 PM
I'm going to take the next 10 weeks to put my good traits to good use, and correct my bad traits.
Week 1:
Habitual, careless with words.
Sooooo, I'll make it a habit to pay compliments and edify rather than insult and tear down.
God help me (:
/1:10 AM
Life is not a game - and we've got no room for losers. We're going to win this together.
/1:48 AM
I write and I write, but who hears? No one hears written words.
/1:25 AM
small fry, in YOUR EYE
Deep breath, order messed,
oil sizzling away on the nearby pan,
blunt knife making weak cuts
through the onion. Slice after silver
slice; ethylene guess. And I think of
you.
Dancing about like I'm on fire,
like oil about a pan. This desire
to know if you think about
me.
But I'm unknowing; just knowing
I think about you all the time -
do you ever think about
me? I don't want to gas - gas if you think about
me.
Eyes tear, but it's not you - I tell myself
it's just the onions, tearing me up.
No, it's you. It's you
tearing me up.
Like scrambled eggs, my heart lies
torn.
*
xxfal
/11:20 PM
GiftLike the first hint of perfect love,
A snowflake falls - falling... falling...
Easing into my mind and finding place where it's
warm, sweet - like an October fireplace.
A chill reaches from my tongue-tip; yet
it's not a smothering cold - more like a blissful hold
of warm soothing and surreal sharing
of this heart ablaze.
With morning brings a frozen drizzle,
A month and a half too soon. Spoon
digging through fried eggs still sizzling; soul
searching through her words, brings this yearn to a
Clandestine croon.
Single
letters not sufficient to form the words
that I want to say to her. No... ... whisper
softly in her ear.
With every strenuously symmetrical snowflake
comes reminder that the day draws near.
Yet night after night I lie awake,
the greatest gift's to have you here:
I love you.
*
xxfal
